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Nov. 5th, 2004 12:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
drewbearToday is exactly 6 months since my grandfather died.
I've felt guilty on and off since then, because I don't seem to be taking it as badly or as strongly as the rest of the family. My sisters occasionally have dreams wherein they're speaking with him, my mother is still overwhelmed with grief at times, and I don't feel much of anything about it. I miss him, and I wish that he weren't dead, but I don't have any strong feelings when I think about it. It's as if I burned through all of that when I had my grief-storm right after his funeral.
It's a beautiful day. I think I'm going to honor his memory by taking pictures of the unnoticed beauty that surrounds us all. He always liked my pictures. He was so proud of me.
I've felt guilty on and off since then, because I don't seem to be taking it as badly or as strongly as the rest of the family. My sisters occasionally have dreams wherein they're speaking with him, my mother is still overwhelmed with grief at times, and I don't feel much of anything about it. I miss him, and I wish that he weren't dead, but I don't have any strong feelings when I think about it. It's as if I burned through all of that when I had my grief-storm right after his funeral.
It's a beautiful day. I think I'm going to honor his memory by taking pictures of the unnoticed beauty that surrounds us all. He always liked my pictures. He was so proud of me.
