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I'm afraid that the last few doses of my antidepressant weren't effective. I've been experiencing my classic symptoms: brief, undirected manic episodes, inexplicable urges to sob for no reason, lethargy, lack of awareness of hunger and thirst. All of it. *bitter laugh* Even the creative urge that I need for my best photography. I'll be posting some of my recent shots later this week.

Tomorrow I'm going to call my psychiatrist to see if I can get my regular status-update appointment moved up. If it was just that the last few doses had decayed past usability (possible: I may have left them in my car too long by accident about 10-12 days ago) then the situation should be corrected once I get my refill this weekend. If this isn't the problem, then I'm screwed again, schoolwise.

I really, really hate this.